| Photography!!! this is all a buncha stuff ive taken! |
| Photography!!! this is all a buncha stuff ive taken! |
| One thing I've known In the end there is nothing A crumbled empire in your hands A tarnished sword that shines no more You deny the truth But the end comes for us all Our mortal lives matter not Our choices cause a scratch in time Having a faith builds you a wall to hide behind On the outside you believe what you hear On the inside you feel the end is near Your false thoughts matter not They just fall apart Can't you see beyond the illusion? They create it to protect you It gives you sanity and a clear mind But those block the true essence you are When will you look beyond the mirrored world? In which everything makes a difference Beyond the reflection is a world beyond imagination Your decisions make a scratch and nothing more Those preachers say your end is one of hell Because you disbelieve their lies The mirror is shattered, forever more Find your essence and survive Those preachers say your end is one of heaven You follow their illusions like they are The mirror shines brightly, you can't move past it Your end is one of blindness |


BullshitStop and think about what has been done. Analyze this wretched scene. Repeat until you understand what it is that is before your eyes. Is it what you have always perceived to be? When you were just a child dreaming of becoming a great person in history. Everyone to remember your name. Whether it be out of amazement. Or it be out of fear. Take time to figure out how nothing turned out that way. Because youre an idiot Im guessing? But hey. I don't know you do I? Where do I get off to call you names? Hah. I don't thats exactly why. Thats my image when I see you all. Is that my fault? Of course it isn't. If you just workedBullshit


Killinghat right do we have to limit one's love? What right do we have to limit one's life? And what right gave us the power to bash and inflict sorrow in others?Killing
There isn't any time to even compliment and yet we choose to censor.
Isn't life too short of a race to keep others from winning? If possible, wouldn't you want everybody to finish the race?
The killing of another is the killing of your humanity and pride
| Read these hopeless words of mine! See where i stand in my life of despair! |


Learn to let goI really should learn To stop holding my breath for you Because one day I'm going to suffocateLearn to let go
I really should learn To stop seeing the world in you Because one day The earth beneath my feet will disappear
I really should learn To stop clinging onto you Because one day You're gonna go, and I'm gonna fall


Fucking PrepsGo ahead and flip your hair, Act your ways without a care, I hate you, you stupid prep, Your golden smiles and cheers of pep, Wear black or frown you do not dare, Dont ruin your reputation, or your head of air, Happy, happy all the time, Nothing ever goes on in your mind, Never thought of slitting your wrists, I see you quiver in fear around my fists, When you suck others into your joyful crowd, More and more hide from your cloud, You think all are rich like you and the world is full of joy, But you are like a Barbie Doll, just another plastic toy.  Fucking Preps


This Time It's Your FaultMy hearts been shredded No longer wanted by her. But I love her so. I'm slowly shattering. I never should have forgiven her But I did. How stupid I was to think That we could fix Such a large chasm between us. And now the words 'Let's just be friends for a while' Wow, that's an excuse I've never heard. It's not my fault we fix things with love Well by fix I mean ignore. You say we no longer talk But I always want to But you just brush me off Like an unwanted pet. You've tried to save yourself The guilt by sugar coating it. WThis Time It's Your Fault


I Love to Hate to Love YouAnd so you say that you're in love, and oh, that much is true And I know you've probably noticed all these ways I look at you And I know everything about you, no matter how you try to hide: I know some things, just by looking, that you try to lock inside And you think you're so opaque, that I'm blind, and that you're not And sometimes you have told me that inside you've begun to rot I wish you wouldn't say that; wouldn't tell me that it's true 'Cause then you just wreck all of me, and everything I knew.I Love to Hate to Love You
I watch you in the morning, just to make sure you are safe; I watch you late at


Sucide of my heartI've never felt this way I feel like I want to escape But I don't know what I'm hiding from. I've destroyed this life So many times And now I'm standing here About to do the same thing again. I don't want to stay like this But something's holding me back. The door's right there Yet I can't seem to open it. My heart is slowly being destroyed And I'm not doing a thing about it. I love you so please, Love me.Sucide of my heart


Death in syringeDreams will weaken Body will cringe Out goes my blood Death in syringeDeath in syringe
Hands on the drugs Veins look to use World gets dark From a life I abuse
Alcohol in the mirror Disguises my face Drinking my liver Into the pits of disgrace
Pour down the tequila Suck out the worm Plaguing my body Tasting each germ
Mixed me a strong one Burns when I swallow Heat up the spoon The needle will follow
Blacken my lungs With each cigarette Nicotine binds the smoke To all my regrets &nbs


Mirror PainSometimes I feel ugly My friends would disagree But there are days I look in the mirror I do not like what I see Sometimes every pimple I loved the day before Stands out so vividly A dusting of tiny sores Sometimes my hair My one true vanity Looks like a dull silver dime No longer my pride, it mocks me I know I do not look good But my uniqueness denies the plain Sometimes I just feel ugly My mirror causes painMirror Pain


Cherry BlossomOnce we were a ballad of friendship, sweet and strong, like a Cherry Blossom tree. Our Aura of pink and red, and every color in between, glowing when in the presence of the other. Two peas in a pod, Solid and green, Together forever. We'd look to the stars and say We're just like them, forever in our sky in our hearts; Best FriendsCherry Blossom
Then we became an item, something everyone thought was love. We became brainwashed after a while we believed it too. We would hold each others hands tight, and smile and laugh, like nothing changed. &n


One, Who Birthed my DeathToday at school I was called names, They wouldnt leave me alone, It was driving me insane, And Im sorry I didnt come home, Psycho, Weirdo, stupid blood-sucker! This is what they said, God-damned, worthless mother-fucker! And then I was found dead, I locked myself in an empty room, With a rope and a sharp knife, I thought of my sweet doom, And how I would end my life, Im sorry mom, I wasnt thinking, Now Im gone, My soul was sinking, I stood on a box and slit my wrists, Took the rope oOne, Who Birthed my Death


CageHow precise. I see that you finally caught on. I am an inconsiderate bastard on most accounts. I plead guilty, now that it's all out war. Let's make it clear, you were never more than a lousy score.Cage
We miss out by default. I'm not even trying that hard. Outside, let's see you carry your own.
This is no surprise. It's not that I never told you, we both know I did. Cause I'm sick (Sick!!) of the intricate confusion you lay like bait, from here to anywhere but you. (Or where you stand.)
Did you really think I'd make a change to suit you
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Love on a StickMy foolish heart, to fall crazy in love, way too smart. Or so I thought, not wanting to love you, strongly I fought. Now it is too late-- my heart is forever yours, each night for you I wait. My behavior turns childish, for your attention I act selfish, my words become foolish to hear you say just a few simple words, I wish...... I struggle with the one thing I have no control over, praying for an answer, tears spill over as I become weaker. What more must I do, what more must I say, On your doorway, I lay..... On your footsLove on a Stick


Blinking back tearsBlinking back tears He tried to face it All of the criticism he got From his parents, instructor, and school teachers He can no longer Take the pain and sorrow That they inflict on him There is no way he can avoid it. Every times he tried his best Things just ended up in a mess Not as planned. And he is reprimanded Not by choice, He closes his eyes His sorrows seem to disappear. Only momentarily he suffers His lack of confidence becomes apparent Every week Once a week. He looses more faith in himself. How can he go on?  Blinking back tears


Attached, Never BrokenFrom the first words, To the first kiss, So much love flooding in, Too much to miss. From that first kiss, Through our first year, I am under your spell, Without a fear. In that first year, I've fallen so fast, Into your caring heart, Love that will last. Falling so fast, Meaning so much, Yet you still take my breath, With just one touch. We mean so much, Two lives now one, Creating your life, Here within me. Our lives are one, With love so strong, What I was looking for, You, all along.Attached, Never Broken


My last words to her...he was beautiful a glorious creation nothing was greater until she was takenMy last words to her...
taken by sorrow sorrow unseen he cut herself just to watch himself bleed he tried to care he thought it through he left her last words: "i only loved you."
"you're the only thing I'll miss in this place don't look at me now just remember my face."
" i know that you feel that you've been betrayed but your beautiful angel would have hurt if he stayed."
" please forgive me my love for just giving in i'll wait her


Love is the slowest...Deep inside my heart I can feel the knife-Slowly carving. I ignore the slow crying of my heart. My eyes blinded by the beauty of your smile. My lips silent by the sweet kisses you give. My arms bounded around you. I become lost in the high that people have so named-love. What a wonderful feeling this has to be. A feeling that men have died for, a feeling that woman long for. Deep inside my heart is bleeding-Slowly crying tears of red. I cant hear its small voice. My ears are drunk by you smooth voice. Lying on me chest, you can hear my heart. It feels so right to beLove is the slowest...


UnwantedCut to the quick, swift flick of the wrist. Then, off it goes, bringing woe, wet sorrows.Unwanted
Small, tiny; the beating, so fragile, and fleeting. Thumping heart broken from lacking love token.
Touches unwanted but suitor undaunted brings pain unbelievable and leaves joy irretrievable.
Running boy crying saw soul fleeing, dying, pursues, just to save it yet seems to enslave it.
Nothing remaining to bury the ocean of stark, raving madness, and cursed, cool emotion that seeps closer daily, quietly flowing brin


The drug of loveIn the words of a broken heart Never mind that.The drug of love
If I could write a book, I could put all memories of you and me together, in their rightful place. I went from Addicted to your Sparkle And from that to the others All good memories contained. All Doctors need is a Disease and so on and so forth All memories that brought me alive Expunged in one email.. All memories you took from me Along with the blood, my heart and the knives.. Are all back. You taught me to let go of the pain To hold on to you, for I shall never fall&


that man that came to herEyes wide, blood-shot. Torn, beaten, pulped: Flesh glistens with a fresh coat of red. Ripped, stretched: now scantily worn, Clothes stick to sweaty skin, Dew perspiration & blood & cum & Ash; Now coat her.that man that came to her
Sirens blare: red, blue, flash. The man is asked why. He responds: She was asking for it.
Ruby red upon white, blank wide eyes stare. Fixed in fear, Crying, Saying help me, save me: take him off. But now, Its too late.


Love or DeathI wake up in a dark gloomy room holding my chest Flashbacks of the day that happened. A tear is shed for the pain I regressed But remembrance still has me catching my breath. I keep reliving that moment when i had to choose love or death. Outside I chose love , inside It was death. My innocents taken A victim I became And all I could do is kneel down to pray. someone tell me how I can forgive. A person who did such a thing? Look at me please and tell me what you see?Love or Death
Nothing but a heartbroken child.


Why?why sometimes out of the blue i feel so low so useless so depressed? why do i want to sit and cry? when there is nothing wrong? why do i feel so uneasy so sad?? why do i have pain when i sit and think i just wanna cry it all away why do i feel this way?? nothing happened yet to make me feel like this is just comes out of the blue why me? am i the only one that this happens to? why does the pain go so deep?? where did this pain come from? is it just a phase or is it always goin to be like this?? why all of a sudden &nbsWhy?
| This is just some "Random" poetry of mine. |
| These are "Random" photos of mine. |
| These are some of the photos that ive taken over time... each one is unique in its own way! =] |
| Just some girls |
| ANIME!!!! |
| Thats just life... |
| Absolutely Beautiful!!! |
| Pieces of artwork ive collected! (love related) |
| look up, okay i am just posting this to say that the people who are in my "friends" list are not the only people i am watching... When i watch a person who i do not have a personal connection to i uncheck the "friends" box and click update. therefor my "friends" box stays true to "friends"! |
| I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! |
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my icon is old, and michelle is still up there. it's dated march.
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YOS!
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a dream is just a dream.
that became a horrid reality.
[link] <--- go here to see who made my icon ^^
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SWEEEEEEET MAN.
oh my bad, are you a woman then?
OwO .... WHAT ARE YOU???????
WHY THE HELL IS MICHELLE #4 IN YOUR TOP 5 DEVIANTS?!?!?!
a) we hate her.
b) we hate her.
c) gabby is way better.
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YOS!
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i didnt play or have Sonic for the ps3..so i cant help you there..
not only that...i dont even have the Ps3!!!!
it is too expensive ><
sorry DDD:
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And beside that, im trying to comment on all your stuff that i like and there's too much! too many photos, too many poems, GAH!!! *goes crazy* pick your best and gimme the links, plzzz?
Kirsty, or is that duck?
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The flower said, "I wish I was a tree,"
The tree said, "I wish I could be
A different kind of tree,
The cat wished that it was a bee,
The turtle wished that it could fly
Really high into the sky,
Over rooftops and then dive
Deep into the sea.
and yeah il get you a link to a few of my favs =] and yes im going to change the journal, once i find a good new background to use
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ANd omg, i love this emote O_o !!!
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The flower said, "I wish I was a tree,"
The tree said, "I wish I could be
A different kind of tree,
The cat wished that it was a bee,
The turtle wished that it could fly
Really high into the sky,
Over rooftops and then dive
Deep into the sea.
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The flower said, "I wish I was a tree,"
The tree said, "I wish I could be
A different kind of tree,
The cat wished that it was a bee,
The turtle wished that it could fly
Really high into the sky,
Over rooftops and then dive
Deep into the sea.
i have talked to alby about how he should be nicer to you and to other people.
and he wanted to start over about how he shouldnt be mean about the munny that you owe him.
He said (nicely)"Pay up please."
so dont worry about alby.
i took care of him.
~see you on Ms Gavin~
bye bye ^^'
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